*life*

hmm as i mourn the loss of sum1 very special to me i realise that the signs were out there for me to see yet i chose to avoid it, sometimes the trust u have on people overshadows logic and i guess i am too dumb to believe that the trust and faith will change things, i have done my best to do good for u but if tats not enuff i realli am helpless...i would love to change what has happened but lifes remote is not held by mere mortals...aniwaes all the best and lets jus remember the good times ya...merry xmas

i had loads of people needin me to be there for them recentli and for sum i realli cldnt be there, i feel so bad but i realli am tied down wif two jobs and the requirements of my two jobs, i got promoted in camp and with it came extra responsibilites i used to be able to relax alil last time but now i am stressed and at wits end...i m realli sorri but sumtimes i dnt even have the luxury to eat much less talk to u guys, when i reach hm i got my other job to look at and i got lots of thing planned and gettin evrytin planned without a hitch is takin a toll on me emotionalli, physically, and mentally...but most imptli socially...

i am losin alot of people that think i am too busy for them, i am realli sorry people its not like i dnt wanna but i cant, its an obligation i got to do....all i ask for is a little time, lemme settle down a few weeks and i'll be back to normal, do please support me i need all the moral understanding i can get....hmmm i dnt have much time to elaborate but a few advice to those whu seeked me....

bro i realise ur prob...love nowadays is all about looks, she jus finds tat guy goodlookin and she has pushed u aside jus cause tat guy is a model, but u think tat guy gonna take care of her like how u did, wait for her to return, now u jus have to question urself whether u'll be able to accept her back...its onli a matter of time before shes back..trst me....and aniwaes gals nowadays know nothin about love, its all about looks, money car and so on...we are jus sale items, when they can get a newer item they discard us...tats about all we mean to them...

hey darlz dnt worri abt wat ur mom, she is jus stressed out from work i can relate to her tantrums and anger, i am full of it nowadays work stresses u so much u leave ur brains dead when u fight, forgive her and try stay out of her way she;ll realise her mistkae soon enuff...

nitz dnt worri k she be back soon let her enjoy and come back refreshed...tkc

shalu sorri k i knw i lkept not replyin and u got so mani calls tt i didnt answer...realli busy...talk to ya soon ya...

to evry1 else sorry k i will mke it up to u guys...tkc peepz